Lost beauty

She was breaking and every falling ray of light on her , was splitting into a rainbow
I wished , I could tell her how beautiful she looked , her body so much like a fragile glass was letting those rainbows pour out of her pieces . I wish I could tell her it was okay to be broken , it was okay to shatter .
But she was only taught to be whole , unscratched , to not fall , to hold the screams , she was only taught to be graceful .
And when the pain had hit her , her body hadn’t known how to react , her limbs just trembled and her face grew pale like winter . She couldn’t even try to breathe or to let the wind caress her for a while . She was in disgust with herself , her existence her thoughts ..
But those were beautiful to hear when unknowing she would utter them and giggle . She lived in those moments of her imagination and it felt good to see her alive .
She was regretting and the pain was too much to bear , she was regretting walking towards her dream , breaking the rule in her book , because they never taught how to heal when you broke them .. There were petunias blooming with her tears and roses turning red with her blood .The sun was bright , glorifying her image for the left moments of her existence . She didn’t even wish anyone to come and accept her in that moment , she didn’t believe in fairy tales anymore .
And I , a mere spectator of her beauty and innocence was just waiting to carry her soul ..


Come back

Tell me it’s a lie
I don’t want to believe
The truth
Let it fool me today
And I’ll laugh at the insanity
Come back
Let those strings , tremble my heart again
Pull them , make me bleed
Until the night is all we need
I’ll listen again and again
The stories hidden in those tears
You were holding back
Come back
Like the sun
After the night’s over
and I am awake
waving off my nightmares
Wearing our ghosts
On our skin
And I’ll kiss them every night
again and again
and you will learn to live with them
Come back
Lean back
and we’ll start again..


Those leaves have started
To part the beloved hands
With gentle blows of the wind
To lay on the ground
And soak under
The gentleness of the sun

The benevolent souls
Will cherish the soft chirps
beneath Their feet
As they run into the arms
Of the love coming home

And how I wish to stay
Amidst the air of autumn
Sleeping as it chants in my ear
The lullabies I had forgotten
Oh ! October has finally come


Out of the ashes
Of the morbid wooden box
Catching for the breath
lit up
And the winds I heard
Was now clearer .
As the ashes met the ground
And like magic
The Box was gone
In recital of the words
Of wind
I were reborn …..

Look what you have done

Look what you have done
that Earth shivers
to tell .
The cry beneath
comes to wash away

Kind of yours has forgotten
the mercy , devoured.
Matchsticks flicker
to burn the live,
you live for once

The stars are burning in rage
And so our pity souls
The clouds weep
when burdened with
letters  they carry on

Look what you have done
There’s no where left
to run when trees are going to fall

Dreary of the eyes

What do you call those eyes
lost in the blackness of
the world haunted by humans ,
afraid to swallow the stars too bright .
Where the innocence hides
beneath the bruises turning to blue
and the sparkle just floats surging
with waves that never reaches the shore…¬†